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28 March 2009 @ 01:56 pm
Thursday night, everything’s fine, except you’ve got that look in your eye
when i’m tellin’ a story and you find it boring,
you’re thinking of something to say.
You’ll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me infront of our friends.

Then i’ll use that voice that you find annoyin’ and say something like
“yeah, intelligant imput, darlin’, why don’t you just have another beer then?”

Then you’ll call me a bitch
and everyone we’re with will be ebarrased,
and i wont give a shit.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and i know that i should let go,
but i can’t.
And everytime we fight i know it’s not right,
everytime that you’re upset and i smile.
i know i should forget, but i can’t.

You said I must eat so many lemons
’cause i am so bitter.
I said
“i’d rather be with your friends mate ’cause they are much fitter.”

Yes, it was childish and you got agressive,
and i must admit that i was a bit scared,
but it gives me thrills to wind you up.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and i know that i should let go,
but i can’t.
And everytime we fight i know it’s not right,
everytime that you’re upset and i smile.
i know i should forget, but i can’t.

Your face is pasty ’cause you’ve gone and got so wasted, what a suprise.
Don’t want to look at your face ’cause it’s makin’ me sick.
You’ve gone and got sick on my trainers,
I only got these yesterday.
Oh, my gosh, i cannot be bothered with this.

Well, i’ll leave you there ’til the mornin’,
and i purposly wont turn the heating on
and dear God, i hope i’m not stuck with this one.

My finger tips are holding onto the cracks in our foundation,
and i know that i should let go,
but i can’t.
And everytime we fight i know it’s not right,
everytime that you’re upset and i smile.
i know i should forget, but i can’t.

And everytime we fight i know it’s not right,
everytime that you’re upset and i smile.
i know i should forget, but i can’t.
08 September 2008 @ 11:25 pm
I am looking into buying a pump for my junk! I want to grow as huge as possible... any good suggestions?
04 September 2008 @ 08:59 am
Smoking riskier to women's hearts than men's, Norwegian researchers say
Provided by: The Canadian Press
Written by: Maria Cheng, THE ASSOCIATED PRESS
Sep. 3, 2008

MUNICH, Germany - Women typically get heart disease much later than men, but not if they smoke, researchers said Tuesday.

In fact, women who smoke have heart attacks nearly 14 years earlier than women who don't smoke, Norwegian doctors reported in a study presented to the European Society of Cardiology. For men, the gap is not so dramatic; male smokers have heart attacks about six years earlier than men who don't smoke.

"This is not a minor difference," said Dr. Silvia Priori, a cardiologist at the Scientific Institute in Pavia, Italy. "Women need to realize they are losing much more than men when they smoke," she said. Priori was not connected to the research.

Dr. Morten Grundtvig and colleagues from the Innlandet Hospital Trust in Lillehammer, Norway, based their study on data from 1,784 patients admitted for a first heart attack at a hospital in Lillehammer.

Their study found that the men on average had their first heart attack at age 72 if they didn't smoke, and at 64 if they did.

Women in the study had their first heart attack at age 81 if they didn't smoke, and at age 66 if they did.

After adjusting for other heart risk factors like blood pressure, cholesterol and diabetes, researchers found that the difference for women was about 14 years and for men, about six years.

Previous studies looking at a possible gender difference have been inconclusive.

Doctors have long suspected that female hormones protect women against heart disease. Estrogen is thought to raise the levels of good cholesterol as well as enabling blood vessel walls to relax more easily, thus lowering the chances of a blockage.

Grundtvig said that smoking might make women go through menopause earlier, leaving them less protected against a heart attack. With rising rates of smoking in women - compared with falling rates in men - Grundtvig said that doctors expect to see increased heart disease in women.

"Smoking might erase the natural advantage that women have," said Dr. Robert Harrington, a professor of medicine at Duke University and spokesman for the American College of Cardiology.

Doctors aren't yet sure if other cardiac risk factors like cholesterol and obesity also affect women differently.

"The difference in how smoking affects women and men is profound," Harrington said. "Unless women don't smoke or quit, they risk ending up with the same terrible diseases as men, only at a much earlier age."
09 June 2008 @ 09:28 pm
The Trans Bathroom Directory is back with a brand new face


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09 June 2008 @ 11:28 am
So it is official I am approved for chest surgery which means... drum roll please... MSP will cover about 1800 dollars and the rest I must shell out of my own pocket ummm around 4200...

The good that comes with it all:
I can stay in Vancouver
Cam Bowman will be my surgeon
I will no longer have boobs

The difficult:
Getting 4200

The plan:
Donation through a large business to the "cut your tits off fund"

Any other suggestions?
19 May 2008 @ 07:59 pm
I went to see Melanie C of the Spice Girls at the Plaza Club on Saturday. She was actually really fantastic, in fact so fantastic I cried a little. She gave me goose bumps and the excited feeling of love in my belly. I think I may have fallen just a little for Mel C... hmmm...

Well that was Saturday and it is now Monday and I am having the blues. I have really been thinking lately about my current situation regarding work, life and love and I have decided it is time to make huge changes in all three areas.

In terms of Work I will do Kidsafe for the Summer. Come September I will decide where my compass is pointing me.
In terms of Life I will continue to live in my small yet comfy basement suite while I pay off some debts.
In terms of Love I will buy two Real Dolls and fall madly in love with her and him unconditionally.
18 May 2008 @ 12:16 pm
Solar bra brings conservation closer to the heart

TOKYO (Reuters) - Ladies, take your battle for the environment a little closer to your heart with a solar-powered bra that can generate enough electric energy to charge a mobile phone or an ipod.

Lingerie maker Triumph International Japan Ltd unveiled its environmentally friendly, and green colored, "Solar Power Bra" on Wednesday in Tokyo which features a solar panel worn around the stomach.

The panel requires light to generate electricity and the concept bra will not be in stores anytime soon, said Triumph spokeswoman Yoshiko Masuda, as "people usually can not go outside without wearing clothes over it."

But it does send the message of how lingerie could possibly save the planet, Masuda said, adding that the bra should not be washed or sunned on a rainy day to avoid damaging it.

Being eco-friendly is now fashionable in Japan, and the "Solar Energy Bra" follows the company's other green-themed undergarments that include a bra that turns into a reusable shopping bag and one that featured metal chopsticks to promote the use of reusable chopsticks.

"It is very comfortable and I can really feel involved in eco-friendly efforts as well," model Yuko Ishida said.

(Reporting by Takanori Isshiki; Writing by Yoko Kubota; editing by Miral Fahmy)
14 May 2008 @ 10:49 pm
Yesterday I retired from everything, including you my love. I am currently going through a bitter divorce with the Vancouver School Board. They have gone behind my back (like a lover often does) and cheated on me with another. The only memories I have left of them are answerless questions. Why did you betray me like this VSB? Was it something I said? Did I rub you the wrong way? How could you accuse me of being unfaithful, when in fact it was you my dear.
19 April 2008 @ 06:27 pm

I have hit my most intense sexual peek again since first starting T. I am horny about 90% of the time and am only able to get off about 10% of that time... FUCK FUCK! I am trying to stay focused however am finding it really difficult... ughs! Lets face it sex is the not the be all end all of everything in life... Although it should be! Or at least having an orgasm everyday should be... I am not so set on the whole dragged out activity known as sex more the happy ending. The only good thing that has come out of this time is the realization that I need a new computer... a fast lightening bolt that will not freeze during one of the hottest moments in gay bear sex history! GOD I LOVE PORN!
02 April 2008 @ 10:44 pm